Louisa:

I could not be tamed. I was pissed and I've never felt so stupid in my entire life. Why didn't I make the findings? I swallowed everything he told me, hook, line and sinker. Once he made that "revelation" I just believed. Am I nuts?

Worse, I was almost about to get back with him! We got intimate twice! I feels so dumb right now. Alex is probably smiling to himself, proud of his achievements. I've been so stupid!!!

That ends today. I was done with this charade. I'm done letting my guard down. I had grown not to trust anyone, yet when my ex husband comes crawling back,...