In my secret world, I was content with just the word close. I was content because that was what it should be. I even witnessed him change his girlfriends like how he change his clothes ;When tired and dirty, it will be removed, never to be used again.

He didn't take them seriously and that's give me a fine breathing. It's better that way, because I don't think I can bear to see him fall for someone else while I'm secretly hurt by falling for him.

"I am fine dad. When are you going home? I-It's December dad .." Sadly, I suddenly fainted. It's my first Christmas without him. It's...