"Look, I'm sorry but I didn't mean to do that. I have been really worried about coming here today because I don't know much about the company. I needed some kind of distraction and there you were.... I mean.... You understand what I mean... I don't mean that I just used you as a distraction.... I just mean that.... I don't even know. I'm rambling I know. I tend to keep on rambling when I'm nervous till someone stops me....and I feel like I'm saying the word 'mean' a lot" 

"Okay okay. Stop please" Dimitri said, and watched as she breathed deeply and buried her face in her hands. There...