Alexis

Seeing Aubrey this morning, made me feel terrible. She was clearly hurting and so was I. Maybe I was going about this all wrong.

Being at this party was actually making me feel a lot better. Being surrounded by my friends and people who knew me helped me cope with my thoughts about Aubrey. I had a red cup and even smoked a little bit of weed.

"So you done with her?" Jay asked, handing me another cup of beer. "Yup." I retorted, averting my eyes. "Man, please." Jay said, cracking up. "I'm serious. Out of sight, out of mind." I told him. "Well, you spoke to soon. She...