I give myself a couple of seconds to gather my thoughts, take a deep breath, and roll down the window. No more contact, let alone touching myself, I will not allow. Last time, each of us satisfied our curiosity, but now it's time to turn on the cold ignore. It is forbidden. The choice has been made.

- Do you have any problems? Jan asks in an indifferent tone, but at the same time he has such a look that everything inside me shrinks from pain, and a heavy lump rises in my throat.

— What are you talking about? I clarify, catching myself that these meetings are a sophisticated...