I sat outside Savoring the cold breeze .

I must admit that the feeling of the breeze helped calm my nerves ..

For a moment I wished that there wasn’t a party that I have to go back to , but just as if I had no choice and no matter what I must go back into that party and complete because it is my party and I must be in there for the whole world to see me .

I didn’t care how long I sat there , I didn’t how long it would take me but the one thing that I knew that I needed was that peace...