Ethan and I drove back home after him taking me away from Jared .

I haven’t had the guts to stare at his face since we left there because from what it looks he heard everything that I said to him .

Even though I felt happy , a part of me really wished that I didn’t have to say all those things that I said to him .

I hated myself to the bits at this moment .

I didn’t know if I should just stay away but I knew that I was not leaving this man .

I hadn’t left my room since I came back .

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