My husband and I took off towards the party and with every move that the car made , I could literally feel my heart thumping hard against my chest , it was just the worst and the best feeling that I could feel at the same time .

I didn’t know how I was going to react to the whole world at this moment , I knew that I had tried to be strong the last time after he introduced me to his stare holders as his new wife and the looks that they a made, made me rethink my decisions . But I wasn’t going to let that get...