I walked around the room in a panicked state , obviously scared of how evrything was going to turn out if I didn’t do anything right now .

A part of me didn’t want to do a thing , I fine want to fight back after all I was the one who had that choice and that decision years ago .

It was my choice that I be in this situation that I am in now , what really matters if the fsctbthat I left him to his own happiness if that is what he wants , I could never take that away from him , even though I know...