In 2015, Lu Yifan walked on the busy street in a daze, with empty eyes and sadness on his face from time to time. If you look closely, you will find his eyes full of despair and sadness.

went to the convenience store and bought a pack of "double happiness" brand cigarettes. This brand of cigarettes has been smoking for 15 years, and I'm not used to smoking anything else. Drive Alto, which has reached the end-of-life period, to the suburbs slowly.

cross a road and enter the town where Lu Yifan has lived for 29 years. Lu Yifan's home is a very old two-story building, about 150 square meters, no decoration, just an ordinary family environment.

open the door and walk into the living room. There is no one at home now. Lu Yifan sat down on the shabby sofa, lit a cigarette, and the smoke spread around. Take out a central hospital examination report from your pocket. What you see is the word "cancer", and it's terminal. Although advanced medicine can be cured now, the high cost is not affordable for such an ordinary family. Although the family will cure the disease even if they lose their money, Lu Yifan lost his job last year and has been waiting for work at home. The woman who fell in love with each other since childhood, because her parents didn't agree with her, felt inferior and didn't deserve her, so she broke up and indulged herself completely. With her handsome appearance, she spent all day drinking and drinking, which made her heartbroken for two years, and became someone else's bride half a month ago. My parents are in their 50s, and I have worked hard for most of my life. I can't stand such a toss any more.

look up and see the family photo on the wall more than 10 years ago. I saw the happy smile of my parents sitting on two chairs. At that time, Lu Yifan, who just graduated from junior high school, stood behind my parents with her sister Lu Rong smiling.

this is a family of four. Lu Yifan's father, Lu Ming, made ceramics himself in his early years, but his business failed. Later, I got an opportunity to work as an accountant in the township government at that time.

Wang Linyan, Lu Yifan's mother, used to help at home. Later, after the family business failed, she did some small business near the school.

as for Lu Yifan, he was very smart since childhood, but he didn't like learning. He didn't read after graduating from junior high school. But his hobbies are very extensive, such as football, basketball, go, music, computer and so on. He has not learned as well, so far he has not achieved anything. I think of my parents' love for me since childhood, and their expectation of "starting a family and starting a business". This is just the simple requirement of ordinary parents for me, but I am.

suddenly there was a stabbing pain in my hand. It turned out that the smoke had burned out. "No, No. Let it come when it's time. " Lu Yifan said to himself, picked up the key and walked out of the house.

it's more than 9 p.m., walking around the street like a corpse, looking at the familiar surroundings, a burst of sadness surged in my heart. All of a sudden, a roar of cars came from not far away. A drunk drove a car crazy and turned into the sidewalk from the motorway. He hit Lu Yifan like a fly without a head, and in front of Lu Yifan was a little girl about 10 years old. In fact, if there is only Lu Yifan alone, he can completely avoid the past, but a little girl in front of him pushes the little girl away without any consideration.

when Lu Yifan returns to his senses, the car is in front of him. Looking at the car, Lu Yifan closed his eyes and said, "maybe it's a good ending to die like this."

"bang" the car bumped Lu Yifan up from behind, full of blood