He was thinking of going to retrieve the helmet of Jin from who he had given it to. Then getting it, he would flee Rome and go to the other side of the river. Then he would be able to sell it and start a new life afresh. How thoughtful that was. 

     He wasn't sure if he had the courage for that. It seemed really easily to think but his grit was still feeble and he must extol that else he would be belatedly hurting himself and he knew that he wouldn't afford to do that. 

     There were quite the numbers of odds about what he had in his mind....