Manuel did not return that night. I cried alone in bed and hugged myself. I thought, since Manuel and I had children, Ezekiel has changed. He is special to me and I cannot deny that he made me feel how important I am to him.

I also woke up the next morning with Manuel by my side. He's shirtless and wearing his pants. It looks very tired. I got up and leaned over. I can't explain how I feel ... I'm afraid to lose him again. .if I give him more to make him feel how much I love him I will do it. If I could make him feel...