can already feel my own nervousness because of what happened. It's the first time I've seen anything like that, and I haven't even figured it out yet, here it is again. In the past years, I have never talked to or gotten so close to the siblings.

"Why is mama looking for me?" he annoying answer to the older brother.

"Because he knows this is what you're going to do?" Manuel also answered the question without breaking his stare on me. His brooding eyes and dark expression made my heart skipped a bit.

Ezekiel bit his lip before looking at me again. "Next time don't come here." He would have touched my cheek. I step back and gasped but ...

"Ezekiel ..." Manuel threatened again. Instead, I looked at the people in front of me.

"Fuck you Manuel!" he raked his hair and immediately left. I was lost in his confinement of me. I was relieved.

Manuel folded his arms, I couldn't help but look at him. I also don't know what to say because I have nothing to say.

I took a deep breath and bowed. To show him my respect. Of the siblings, I heard he was assigned to their company that he is currently studying small. He is also the first child of Montenegro so I just have to respect him. all of them, we respect here, I just couldn’t really get what I was going to do first earlier because of the shock of what I saw.

Before I could say a word it preceded me. "Will you take a shower?" His voice cold and manly. Intimidating, frightening.

I nodded immediately not looking at him. Don't know what to say ..

"Come on." It commanded me that I was shocked.

"Yes?"

"I'll go with you." He put his hands inside his pocket. I saw his muscles flexed. I can see that and the scratch on his white shirt..the two buttons at the top are also open. There was a glimpse of his feathers lying on his broad chest.

My gaze landed on his face. His eyes glint of darkness. He was looking at me very seriously.

"Your dress is too short. I saw how boys watch you earlier..it's dark here. It's dangerous."

"And you are a man too.” I just bit my lip because of what I said! Why did I say that!

His brows furrowed abit and his lips rose.

"Why? What do you think I'll do to you?" he was slowly approaching me. I almost choked out my heart. His scent attacked my nose. I also felt the coldness of the wall behind me.

"Nothing." I turned my head to his chest. He is so tall! I could see his wide chest and I could smell his scent. I want you to pocket and take home!

"You shouldn't wear that ."

I shook. "I don't have any other clothes.' I will buy -next time."

He nodded softly. I could feel his gaze firmly on me.

"Older brother .."nothing in myself to touch his chest and push him away. It drifted a little but not enough .. We are not siblings but here in our province we have to respect and call brother

"I'm leaving brother ..." I said . Because he is older than me, I will call him brother, especially my grandmother said, I will call those who are older than me or sister.

I stiffened when his hands slipped down on my waist and he pinned me on place.

"Were you the one who entered my room then?"

My eyes widened. I remember what happened before that I didn't even go to his room. I was so amazed at their mansion that I went around everything. And I was young then.

"You, right?" he said again.

I closed my eyes emphatically. "I can't take it..I’m….". I'm going to cry. I was especially embarrassed when water flowed from the middle of my thigh.

"What the heck .." he bent down and saw the water. I sewed! I already pissed on my panty because they don’t want to let me go !embarrassing!

I pushed him suddenly. Simultaneously the passing of the social two. The son of the mayor of our neighboring area was one of them.

"Oh my god ?! Are you kidding ?!" he covered his chest and laughed at me.

I immediately grabbed the skirt of my dress. I bowed in embarrassment. my face is so hot. I can't look at Manuel either. So embarrassing.

Their laughters echoed on the corridors. Tears welled up in my eyes.

"What is that! It's all scattered here. So embarrassing!"

"Oh Manuel! I'm sorry for the women here. Besides, there are those who are uneducated because they are beggars. "

"She’s haciendera right?."

"Y Haciendera? Oh god. That's how many of them here. So I don't want to socialize."

In the extreme pain of their words, I just chose to run. I'll run so I can't hear their judgments. I accept that we are poor but the pain is when you yourself hear from the mouths of others.

When I run, my foot slips on the wet floor.

"Ahh!" I screamed at the same time. I was waiting for the body to fall to the floor but someone grabbed and pulled me.

"Manuel! What the ... let go of her!" rebuke of one who seems to have known it for a long time.

Many more of them muttered and protested as they made noise. Manuel didn't mind if my dress is wet. It bothered me especially when I felt pain in my leg.

"Manuel!-"

"Shut the fuck up and leave .." hiscold response as he caary me. I bowed my head in embarrassment and buried my face in his chest. I have never seen the reaction of judgmental women.

"I can , walk." My tears started to fall. I cried all the frustrations. My emotions are mixed with what happened. I didn't mean to pee. I wasn’t really capable of that time.

He didn't budge and listen instead, he held me tight. I can smell his expensive musk freely.

Every wall I see antique pictures. the detail is not complete in my mind because I sometimes bury my face in the chest especially when someone sees us. I'm also thinking that maybe, grandma is already looking for me.

The black door opened. expensive big jars, flatscreen tv, large red carpet and the dark cushion of the bed were the first to be seen. Second, its crystalline collections seem to be in toy cars. Every nun style is unique and obviously expensive. I have seen his boxed diplomas and his boxed achievements. So many!

"Sit .." He said to me and pointed to the bed. I hesitated but when I saw that the floor was wet I ran to the side of the wall and clung to it.

"What are you doing ?!" he says to me.

I blinked so hard. "The floor is wet. -Maybe the bed will get wet too."

He closed his eyes and massaged his temple. He approached the intercom and said something there. I was amazed because their mansion is really hightech.

"Ben, get a dress in mama's room please and bring any food. Make it faster. "

He says here he glanced at me before he opened his cabinet and pulled out a t shirt there. My eyes almost popped out when he took it off without saying goodbye to me. I could see her perfect body. in the brief models I have seen such bodies. Model brief really huh?

A few moments later there was a knock on the door. He opened it a little and took the reach of whoever was outside.

He put some food on the bed and approached me. I was swallowed.

"Get change .."he handed me the gray dress that was expensive. If I'm not wet I won't accept it, I can't borrow his clothes either. Grandma and grandpa might be hospitalized!

I tried to step but I winced at the pain in my foot. It seems to have seen that as well. it took a deep breath and approached me ..

"Take off your clothes .."

"Huh ?!" my voice grew a little louder.

His forehead creased and he evilly grinned. "Don't worry, I' don’t like kid like you."

I felt annoyed at what he said. he means I'm not beautiful and my body has no curve so he can say I'm young ?!

No one said I took off my dress in front of him. I didn't look at him. I don't know why it's a big deal to me that he doesn't see me as a woman and a virgin.

I was wearing only panties and a bra when I grabbed her dress. But he didn’t give up he didn’t let go. I felt nervous at my mindless gesture.

'' The d-dress brother .. "I was overwhelmed with nervousness and my voice trembled.

His jaw clenched. "Don't you ever do that in front of another man?”

I bent down and pulled on the dress I was wearing. Suddenly the door opened and we were immediately dazzled by the light from outside the door.

"Manuel, Can I ... What the hell..Manuel!" Ezekiel cursed!

Manuel slammed me into his chest and pulled my dress down.

"Leave us..Ezekiel".

"What are you doing?" I heard seriousness in Ezekiel’s voice.

I looked at Manuel who hugged me so that my brother could not see but he still saw my face before.

Manuel lips glint with smirk. "What do you think?"

Ezekiel eyes darkened more .. I bent down and pushed Manuel. I have nothing to do I am already dressed.

"SThank you ..." I said and left.

I ran to the door as Ezekiel held me by the arm. He looked at me intently.

"What happened?" where is the question ..

I shook here. Because there is nothing. It seemed to get angry and pulled me away.

"Say it.."

'' Nothing-''

I haven't finished what I'm going to say when Manuel pushes Ezekiel on the shoulder ..

"Hands off ..." he also threatened. I think of them changing ..

Ezekiel threw a daggers look at Manuel. "Not because she’s maiden that-"

"Shut up!" Manuel stopped here and motioned for the door to come out. I nodded and left for a week while my chest was full.