It was 6 o'clock in the evening, I sat in front of my mirror doing a little make up on my face with the intention of looking really pretty. I did a simple eye shadow before i took my eye liner and drew it perfectly across my eye lids, then took my red lip stick and applied it on my lips. I painted my lashes with my mascara and then applied powder to my face. When I was satisfied with how I looked, I then thought, why was I doing this? It was just to look pretty for myself right?

I pushed the thought away and instead thought of what...