clarita

After a few minutes, my heart rate calmed down and I took a deep breath and got up.

Why was the sound so loud this time...?

I ignored it as usual and went to the closet to pull out some clothes for the house...

I put on my pajamas and lay on my back in bed thinking...

It has been a long time since the last time someone asked about my father, his issue was a taboo subject for my mother and also that voice..

I'm not lying that I tried several times to ask my mother about him - especially when the children started teasing me in this regard - but she met my question with anger and denunciation..

I remember her saying very well, "Why do you need to know your father? I give you everything you want, we don't need it."

And in another situation, she smashed the furniture of the whole house and got into a hysterical state, saying, "You have no father, you have no father."

And that was the last time I asked her...

So I decided to reconcile with myself and be realistic and consider my father among the dead...

And accepting pain becomes easier...

So a year ago I studied hard to get into a university here and put my past behind me...

I convinced my mother to move and leave everything behind.

At first she refused the matter very strongly and did not speak to me for two days, but then I accepted it with open arms...

And so we moved... The trip here was difficult, and also for my mother to find a job was a daunting challenge, especially her complete rejection of the idea of ​​my work...

Really my mother is a stubborn woman... but she is wonderful and persistent... and taking care of a single girl made her stronger...!!

Clarita, honey, wake up.

I opened my eyes to the sound of my mother's voice.

"What is it?" I said in a heavy tone

"I made lunch," she said softly

To straighten my anxiety while I let my eyes to you, "What time is it?" I said lazily

"Four in the afternoon," my mother said as she left the room

I'm so shocked, did I really sleep that long.... am I so tired?

I looked out the window and noticed the sky was saturated with orange...

I got up and walked to the bathroom...

I washed my face well to regain my concentration, then changed my clothes and went down to find my mother putting the dishes on the table...!!

I helped her put the finishing touches on the table...we sat eating silently...

Minutes passed until my mother broke the silence, "Why did you come early today?"

To answer her coldly, "there was a party in college, I didn't find a reason to stay."

"Did you find friends?"

She nodded positively and added, "But they're not from the same college as me."

My mother stopped eating and said disapprovingly, "Clarita...you need to meet friends of your same specialty to be able to adapt."

I rolled my eyes and said indifferently, "I know my mother...but they are both cute and the year is still in its infancy and I have plenty of time to get to know many people."

I didn't dare to look at her so I didn't know what her expression was like to hear her sigh and then a gentle pat on the shoulder...

I looked at her nervously to smile at me sweetly and say, "It's okay dear, take your time, the most important thing for me is your comfort."

I smiled at her, Bohn, to continue eating...

While I watched her quietly... Really strange

I asked my mom to relax on the sofa

While I was arranging the table and leaving the dishes...

"Oh Clary... life is so cruel,"

my mother muttered in a sore voice, leaving the jellyfish and running for her in the living room...

"What is it mom?"

"Oh my dear, I don"t know how to tell you," she said weakly

I swallow my saliva with tension and fear, anxiety is consuming me and that voice is starting to emit again 'No, no, no,' this word started to be repeated in an annoying voice

I tried to focus on what my mom was saying but that voice was stronger than me...

Clarita looked at my mother faintly and weakly.

She was very worried. She noticed that I was tired

'Don't listen, don't listen' the voice got louder

And my heart started beating fast and my feet became gelatinous and my body became heavy...!!

I closed my eyelids to drown in the dark, will I die?

I opened my eyes to findmyself on the sofa where my mother was... The vision was a little blurry, but I felt my mother's movement around me...

"Clarita, are you ok?" Mom said quickly when she noticed I woke up

I tried to straighten up to sit down to stop me and take me back...

"No, you're tired, you shouldn't get up," she said insistently, to comply with her orders and lie down again...

"I really don"t know how this happened?" My voice sounded like a whisper

To look at me softly and say, "This is the result of exhaustion... you haven't rested since we moved," and finished her words by wiping my head.

She turned to take something off the table that turned out to be a cup of hot tea...

"Drink this to get better." She handed it to me, and I reluctantly took it

I drank it all while my mother quietly watched me...

After I finished, she asked me if I could go up to my room, and I nodded in agreement...!!

I straightened and sat down so that my feet touched the ground.. while my mother went to the kitchen to return the cup...

I closed my eyes to avoid dizziness because I lay down a lot today...

I got up to walk towards the stairs, and when I put my hand on the post, my mother ran to stop me...

"Girl, don't go up alone, you're still tired," she said

"You don't have to come with me mom, I'm fine" I said tiredly

"But..."

"I told you I'm fine" I interrupted her insistently and then turned around, leaving her behind...

Oh my God, I look so pathetic if I faced such a situation in university, it would be a real disaster...

The situation will be embarrassing and strange..!!

A tight sigh escaped my lips, I just have to accept...

I pushed the door to my room to find it was covered in darkness, turned on the light and went inside the room...

I noticed that the window curtain was open, and I held both ends of it with my hand.

But before I closed both ends, I looked at the street and saw a black body standing on the other end of the road...

He was standing in a strange straightness... I swallowed my saliva and felt a cold chill in my body..

To quickly close both ends of the curtain... What is this?

What is the day filled with strange events?

Cameron's antics...

The five handsome guys...

And the outbursts of voice that became more intense and irrational...

And my mother today did not seem to me as usual..

And finally this strange body now..

It is enough!! I don't want anything to disturb my life again.

I will not allow anything to destroy all the plans I have laid down and all the efforts I have made...

And not even that damned voice..!!

I slipped my fingers between my hair, my cohesion collapsed, Clarita, you don't have to lose your temper, everything will be fine.

I faced worse and won...

Yes, you are stronger than every dilemma and hindrance.

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#lois

Night fell and I was still roaming the streets of Virginia...

It's cold and wolfy, grumbling annoyingly..

I want to silence it by ripping it out of my head but this is of course impossible so this will remain just a wish...

"Louis, aren't you tired yet..." Peter spoke in annoyance after a moment of silence

"These are my feet at the end" I replied sarcastically

Peter snorted to be hidden from me, and at last I was relieved of him...

I walked two streets until I found a hotel that suits me

I walked into his worn-out foyer and headed toward the information

desk

There was a girl chewing gum in a disgusting way and I asked her "Hello, do you have a room for one night?"

Louie, you carry it all for one night and she'll go your way...

She violently pulled the dangling key while extending her hand... and casting a scornful look at it and headed towards a door leading to the stairs, ascending it with extraordinary speed..!!

The tenth room was at the end of the corridor and extreme.. on the bright side, that's good for me

I opened the door, which made an annoying squeaking sound, and entered the darkened room. I looked for the light switch and it was easy to find because of my ability to see in the dark, a feature not many of my race have...

I turned on the light to see a small room, but it was clean and warm and had a TV ... Good, all I need is here, tonight I will make up for all the fatigue that has befallen me ...

I heard Peter's benevolent howl, and I rolled my eyes and said to him, "Stop bothering."

Then I shut the door

Laird bluntly replied, "I also have no right to express my happiness."

Express it in your mind as possible.

I was silent and narrowed as I threw the bag on the sofa near the bed and jumped on the bed to lie down comfortably...

I have so much to do tomorrow that I have to find a way to get out of Virginia and out of New Mexico and disappear there for a while..

Until that old man loses hope of finding me..

Yes, I have to do this, I close my eyes and fall asleep, for tomorrow a long journey awaits me