Thea

The facted that Joseph and I kissed yesterday seems to be so unreal to me. My mind still can't stop thinking about that. My mind keeps repeating that scenario. I have to stop all this or else I might get hurt.

Stop it!

I get up from bed and go take a shower. I let the cold water hit my naked body. I really need it now. I shampoo my hair also I soap my body. I scrub it and juat stay a bit longer in the bathroom until my fingers looks like a granny fingers. I turn off the water and wipe my body with towel. I also...