So that's it.My day became natural again. School and home only. I'm happy. Yes, I'm happy. Sometimes he was with someone. Sometimes male, sometimes female, sometimes his cousins.

Like what he said before when we were on the cliff. I just go with the flow. I'll enjoy my life. I just seem to trust how I feel. Maybe I don't know much yet. I look too young. Is the nineteen still young?

So what? I am very aware of the world I live in. Every time we meet, he smiles at me. But we don't talk anymore, our meeting is slow.

I think he's avoiding me. I know I don't...