Sebastian Crown

I've never been with any guy... sexually before. Before Ba--- I can't even say his name. I forbid myself from ever saying his name because I wasn't worthy anymore. He was nothing but nice to me, the only crime he committed was having a crush on me and acting on it. How did I repay him? By betraying our secret and doing nothing as I watched my father ruin his life.

Barry —dang it, now I've got to make a donation or kill a fowl— was the only guy I've been with and the most we did was kiss and touch over our pants. Nothing more. I gave...