#Chapter13
Laying on my bed that night listening to Julia Michael's heaven I kept thinking about Austin. Does he not want to experience love? To have someone outside family to show him the beauty of a love story? To kiss him when he feels the world is carving up on him, hold him when the feels the down. Maybe I was wrong to assume a boy like him will want to settle for one girl, let alone a girl like me. Giving her his love and attention. Was I too selfish to assume that? To think I can be that girl for him. His words kept playing over and over...