#Chapter18 Do you know now ?

He was still staring right back at me when I looked down at him wanting nothing more than to

Have him right here, right now . I was carving him .feeling something I've never felt before .

But before I could even lean down to him to let those plump lips met mine .

He stopped me .

His hand on my shoulder when he held me back gently .. as if he had snapped me out of it then .

"j-jongin .. you don't understand this  .. you can't " 

I moved back at that frowning at him .. But he was gay...