Waking up with a pounding headache, I groaned with my eyes closed. I haven't lost control like that in 2 years. But my goddess, am I paying for it right now. If I could just lay here and pretend that nothing had happened, I could leave alone that mess I made.

A knock on the door interrupted my pretending. I groaned, pulling myself up then glanced around the room. Fuck my life, I've completely destroyed the room. 

I slowly went down the stairs, careful not to make too much noise. I felt quite dizzy that even stumbled down the stairs. I halted at the bottom of the stairs and sniffed the air. It smells like uncle, auntie, Lucas and a familiar scent... that must be Lucas's mate. I met him vaguely when Lucas found him. 

Well, let's get over it.

I opened the kitchen door and stood awkwardly in the doorway. They all stared at me, probably trying to decipher what mood I was in. In the past when I have lost control, I never know what mood I'm going to be in when I have gained control back. 

"Hi" I timidly greeted.

My auntie stood up and looked at Tristan. " I know you said to give her space and not crowd her but I missed her." She ranted before coming toward me.

She stood in front of me and looked at me lovingly. "You have grown into such a beautiful woman." She cooed.

I giggled, "I missed you too, Georgie." I pulled her against me and wrapped my arms around her.

Auntie sniffled and hugged me more tightly. Tristan laughed, coming over to us. "Let her breathe, Hun." He chuckled. She moved away and smiled brightly at me.

"How are you doing after yesterday?" Tristan questioned. I awkwardly pulled at my jeans, I haven't been changed yet. I need a shower and some fresh clothes.

"What's up?" He asked, looking puzzled.

"Um, I kinda destroyed the bedroom," I muttered, staring at the floor. Tristan and Georgie laughed, shaking their heads. "Don't worry about that. We can fit it." They assured.

They left the kitchen, leaving me, Lucas and his mate, who I think is called Elijah. Lucas stayed sat at the table, glaring at the fruit bowl. I bit back a giggle and coughed. "Hi, I don't know if you still remember me. I'm Elijah." He spoke as he stood up and came over to me.

I nodded my head, "Yes, I know you. Nice to see you again." I smiled. He nodded back and then glanced at Lucas. "I'll leave you two alone." He said and winked at Lucas. I gave him an awkward smile before he left the room.

Well, this isn't awkward at all. I guess I'm going to have to make the first move. I wandered over to Lucas slowly . As I reached the table, he startled me by throwing his arms around my waist and pulling me into him. I immediately responded, crushing myself against him. I have missed him so much!

"I'm so, so sorry!" I sobbed. Lucas stood up and brought me into his chest. "No. I'm sorry." He whispered.

I glanced up at him, "I'm sorry I missed your wedding." I remarked wistfully. He shook his head, "I knew you wouldn't come. If I could have postponed, I would have." He spoke softly.

"I missed the message, Luc. If I had known, I would have been there." I whispered. He pulled me against him and enveloped his arms around me, stroking my hair. "Can you do me a favor?" He asked.

"Sure," I muttered.

"Take your necklace off for a few minutes." He answered.

I panicked and pushed him away, "Why?", asking worriedly.

"Because my wolf can't sense yours, which has driven him mad. We're family, Amaris. He's just concerned." He explained sadly.

I thought his words made sense, but I don't think I can take the necklace off... If I do so when Rhydian is nearby, he'll sense me and that'll be it.

"Where's Rhydian?" I asked.

"He's out on a hunt, why?" He looked at me confused.

"Nothing," I dismissed him.

Taking a shaky breath, I slowly removed the necklace, held it tight in my hand and forced a smile. Lucas wrapped his arms around me and breathed heavily. "Thank you." He whispered and planted a gentle kiss on my forehead.

"You can put it back on now." He smiled. His eyes fogged over, he was getting a mindlink. I fastened my necklace and waited for Lucas to finish. "Right, Alpha Rhydian needs me so I'll catch you later, ok?" He smiled.

"I need to know who this Alpha Rhydian is." I deadpanned, glaring at him.

He rolled his eyes and nodded. "Meet us in the packhouse in an hour and we will tell you everything." He sighed.

I nodded and hugged him again. "I hope you would forgive me for leaving," I whispered. He gave me a quick hug, "If you forgive me for acting like a spoilt pup." He chuckled.

"Deal," I smirked. He went towards the door and turned his head to me, "I am so glad you're back." He gushed. I nodded and gave him a small smile, "Me too," I whispered, "I shold have come back earlier."

"He loved you, Amaris. Just remember that." He announced then left the room. I took a deep breath and leaned against the kitchen counter. 

I sighed exhaustedly and hung my head back. This hour is going to drag, I need answers. I huffed and headed to the bedroom. 

I opened the door and stepped inside. Nope, I'm not dealing with that now. I groaned and went in search of the bathroom. Oh my goddess... I mean, how many rooms the house having here?! r. 

I walked into a black and white bathroom. It was classical and stunning. There was a walk in shower on the right, a double sink and mirror opposite with a huge corner bath next to it. The bathroom is equipped with all kinds of high-end toiletries and decorated in such a fancy way.

My dad definitely made this house, amazing! 

I took a deep breath. 

I miss you, dad.