I can't wait to get out of here. I've been stuck in this hospital for a week, Amaris comes by every day to see me. She sits and talks with me for a few hours then leaves. She's like a mother figure I never had, she's so different to my mum. Rhydian comes every other day or he'll pop his head around the door randomly throughout the day. He tells me every time that it's just Rhydian, not Alpha. I find it hard calling him anything but Alpha. When I was younger we had it drummed into us that we call Alphas by their titles. 

I haven't seen or spoken...