What did I do? How could I share intimacy with my best friend? Was I going crazy? I am supposed to leave town as soon as possible, and now I was in bed with my best friend after having sucked him of, and allowing him to do the same to me. Where was my mind going? How would I be able to leave town now? There was no way that Chris would help me to get away and out of town now. He would want me to stay and be his boyfriend. And to top it all off, I’m not even sure that I am gay. Just because of what...