Today Jake came over for dinner. We all were worried about him. I knew he blamed himself for what his son did to me, but I know it wasn't his fault he did his best to stop him. I want to thank him for doing his best. Chase did this to hurt me and didn't want me to follow my dreams. Jake, your son had something that was dark in his heart to beat someone very special to me if I didn't save her like I did she would have been like me or worse if I didn't stop him.

Jake, please don't blame yourself. It's kinda hard not to...