Today I was thinking of taking Hope and Julie out for the day doing whatever they want to do. I know I owe it to them with the hell I put them through. I want my family whole again this time I'm going to get help and try to not fuck it up again because this time I know Hope will want a divorce and I can't let that happen. I want to make things work and better myself and our family.

I went to find Sean, but he wasn't home, and I know it was not a good plan to go to Jamie and Heather's house because they want...