I parked the car in the lobby and before getting off I shed my tears because of the extreme pain I feel now. The pain of my will and pity for her for what I did last night.

I hope she will forgive me despite what I have done.

I hope she doesn't disappear from me forever.

I released all my tears remembering how happy we are back then.

I smile bitterly when I remember the past when she accepted my love. That was the happiest moment of my life. The moment that I can treasure forever. The way she looks at me back then while saying she loves me...