I was already confused and hurt to see him fight for life. But maybe, Nana was right, he needed to rest. I was just thinking that if he would leave me I didn’t know how I was going to deal with my life and how I was going to fight back.

Am I going to start a new life again?

Living alone.

I have been out of myself all day since I visited Charles yesterday especially the doctor told me that it would be better if I was by Charles' side because he could disappear any moment.

What if while I was working he was deprived of life while I...