After getting an upsetting call from Hayden very early in the morning it was said to say my day was ruined quite early.

I was so quiet all through when we had breakfast and when I was asked if everything was fine, I just smiled at them pretending like I was fine.

Everyone and everything was just upsetting me and I was struggling to keep it in because I didn’t want to throw a tantrum on anyone. Liliana noticed that I was as bubbly as I always am and she kept asking me anything that was bothering me.

Immediately after breakfast I had to come out of my unwelcoming state...