"The magic of first love is our ignorance that can never end." ~ Benjamin Disraeli 

Antonella.

"Then we kissed." I blushed concluding.

"You lucky girl." Leanne squealed.

"You deserves all the happiness Nella." Amanda muttered.

I knew what she meant but just because I kissed a guy that didn't mean I would forget my mother even though she forgot me clearly since she never looked for me. How do you live with yourself knowing that you left a child wherever you left them.

"Nella don't over think it." Amanda sat next to me on the leather couch in our lounge suite.

"I know." I sighed.

"For once just enjoy the...