The day before my wedding. It was completely the euphoria at home coming mainly from my father of course. When I told him yesterday that in the end I wasn't canceling anything, he threw himself on me and thanked me like a beggar who had been offered a million.

My mother at that moment had only ogled me. She couldn't approach me as dad was there lest he spoil on her again. Dad had asked my forgiveness for having behaved in this way for the wedding and had still tried to assure me that anyway Nelson had a real love for me and that I did not have to worry...