I must have read this post a thousand times trying to figure out what it was about. But the answer is obvious, it lies on the surface and means the collapse of all my plans and hopes, the collapse of our marriage with Gleb. But I can't imagine how to take the plunge and end it.

I don’t know who Vova is, but if he needs a nanny, then this is a child. And Gleb never sat with anyone's children, except for the case with Demid's daughter, but then I was with him. He couldn't do it himself, and he didn't agree. What about his secretiveness lately? Our fights?

As...