When you sleep, people always talk about the amazing dreams that they have or the scary nightmares. When I slept all I heard was screams of pain, sounds not pictures. It scared me to the bone because I knew exactly why I was hearing all these sounds. Lucas. He was the reason for all of this. I cried loads and begged for it to stop. I had never been so scared by seeing something like that in my life and it scared the crap out of me to be honest.

I know all this shit about how your mate cared for you and would never hurt you but Lucas' actions...