I look up at the night sky and roar, "Is this what you want for me?! Is this it? You give someone I make my whole world and you take her AWAY!? WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?!? Bring her back! Now!"

I feel my wolf whimpering inside me. He misses his mate.

I look down at my little Izzy. She's gone a grey colour now. I shake a little bit, "Wake up sweetheart. Please." I sob.

But she doesn't.

"Xander?"

I look up and see my little brother, Soul. I shake my head at him while tears stream down my face, "She's gone man. She's gone. She's gone......