"Hey!" He whispers whilst on top of me, and I stroke his jaw to let him know that I can hear him. "I will feel like a total jerk if you don't look at me." He pleads with me to look up.

I know I have called him a jerk several times, I also don't know how it feels to be a jerk, but I know that it isn't a good feeling at all. I don't want him to feel anything like that after pleasuring so much yet preserving my purity. 

How is that even possible? He is such a pleasure. I never knew something like that really existed until...