#Chapter9

"cyder here" Suzy came in, and Jude glanced at me. I only noticed now, how uninterested he was in me tonight. His eyes usually find me every now and then, checking for something, searching my face, as if he was trying to find out what I'm thinking about, but now it was... cold. I felt like the other people he looked at. As if I bored him... The feeling somehow sent me to the most desperate parts of my mind, the worst sensation of abandonment, and from a demon... What did I do? Maybe he wants to switch who he makes a deal with? Maybe he is interested in...