Adika

I despise him. I detest him. I can't stand him. Collapsing onto my bed, I let out a muffled scream into my pillow. The man who has been intimate with so many women, I lost count because it gave me a headache to think about, rejected me. He claimed he didn't desire me, but his body told a different story. Does he get aroused by any willing woman? That night when he whispered those explicit things while pressing his hard, aroused body against mine, it didn't seem like he wasn't interested. Was it because I'm a virgin? I'm utterly bewildered. None of this aligns with what Lydia said would...