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After Sepher and I talked yesterday, I didn't get a refusal because he had already made a decision and that would be the next step.

I tried to look on the better side of his decision. Maybe we really need it especially nowadays when I'm stressed about things and maybe we need to reconnect with each other.

But I'm not sure if I will reconnect to thin or just guilty because of the mistakes that I did. I lied to him...

Whatever happens, I will accept it and let him make decisions about our relationship.

I knew better, he doesn't deserve a girl like me.

I sighed. These past...