While cooking, my mind wanders back to the memories that happened today. I wish they didn't happen, but it doesn't matter anymore since I got to experience them. I miss them every single day.

Every time I see the sky, I wonder if Alex misses them too. Although we live very far away from each other, I still miss him everyday and sometimes I wonder how much I could've lived without him. If I hadn't met Alex, then maybe I wouldn't have gotten to experience these things that I always dreamed about.

And no matter how much I try to convince myself otherwise, I know deep down that I would...