What difference will an extra guy make?

I thought my dignity was already stomped on and none existent but Dakota just made me go through that hurt again. But at the same time, that statement took the wind out of my sail.

What was I so angry about? Why fight so hard? Did it really matter anymore, how many guys I slept with? If I start sleeping with multiple guys, wouldn't it be what everyone in my family was already doing? Why do I have to fight so hard to be different? Since I could cheat with one guy, what difference would cheating with one more make? And who even...