How should I even start? Why am I really here?

Two things, I needed Uncle Ron out of my system. I couldn't override his touch by thinking of Riley maybe because they look alike or because he knew how and where to touch better. I don't know. All I know is that his touch was different, more exciting and intriguing. He made me discover pleasure spots I didn't know existed down there. I liked it while he was doing it but after, I felt disgusted with myself. Almost washed my skin off while bathing because despite how good it felt, it was a pleasure I got from my boyfriend's father....