I must have slept off while crying because I woke up in that same position with my neck feeling stiff and my right hand completely numb.

I managed to get off the bed and wobbled to the bathroom where I opened warm water on myself, letting it soak my skin and heat my blood up. I was soon covered in pins and needles but the warm water helped to deal with it. Once I felt better I went back to the room and checked the time, it was around 2am. My mind was clear and my chest was light. I picked my phone and sent a text to Sophia, asking...