#Chapter19

Did he really feel that lonely to the point he had to find attention in another woman? Nobody ever prepares you for having a child. I wanted my baby to grow up feeling loved, so I spent all my time with him.

Many of our arguments were down to Leon suggesting we get a nanny to help at home, but I didn't want that. I wanted to take care of my boy by myself. I wanted to know what makes him smile, what's the reason for his tears.

I admit I spent most of my time with Jayson and mine and Leon's date nights reduced majorly.

But surely that...