He changed

As I said, I don't want to force a thing to happen. I'll just go with the flow. But why now I want to control the things that I don't want to happen? Can I really stand by what I said to stop planning the things I want to happen and just go with the flow? What if I don't want something to happen and I want to control it so it won't happen?

I wetted and bit my lower lip problematically while I was heading to one of the patient's rooms. Even though I'm at work, I still can't get my son's request out of my mind....