I really heard the sound of closing the door of Liangchen. I slowly drew my little face into the quilt. The quilt was soft and the list was slippery. It was embroidered with the brocade and flower patterns she was familiar with. The full and delicate pillow was very comfortable. The bed assistant was big and soft But As soon as Wen Wenhong's eyes were closed, the pearly tears overflowed the corner of his eyes.

"but there is no mother who loves her the most and no family member to rely on wholeheartedly." Born as a child, her feeling is the most direct, and several years of begging life make real more sensitive and precocious than ordinary children.

Gu Erye, who called himself father, must have deep feelings for his mother, so he brought back the one he didn't like. Although she couldn't understand why her mother wanted to protect her with death, Gu Er Ye obviously blamed her death on her. She is not sure if she is Gu Erye's child, let alone how to make the present father happy.

However, in the years of begging, she understood a little, and even sealed it as the law of survival, "as long as you see her, you will be disgusted with me. No matter how you beg, you will never get anything."

so, she thought it would be difficult to please her father, and maybe even cause him to dislike her, just as she would get a bad beating if she was disgusted by others. But today, the appearance of Gu's grandmother really feels that the future life just appears a ray of dawn. First of all, grandma doesn't like her father's daughter-in-law, and the mother doesn't like her in their conversation. So grandma and she have someone she doesn't like.

and dad has to be happy with grandma. He listens to grandma's words. Both good time and beautiful scenery are respectful to grandma, and they must also listen to grandma's words. So she wants to "beg" in the house of Gu. While listening to grandma's words, she must be happy with grandma. Grandma will gradually like her when she is happy, and will give her a stable life. She can really listen to her mother's words and grow up quickly I'll be happy and safe all my life.

this is a set of survival rules of her own. She has no food and clothing, no stable life for several years, and she is afraid of her mother. The mother has been sick. She knows that she will die after such a long time, but they have no money to see a doctor, so they have to wait for death. She once asked her mother, "mother, if you die and leave me, what can you do?"

when they didn't get into a grain of rice for two days, she felt life and death for the first time. It seemed that she was close to her. Her young heart was all afraid of the arrival of death. Would there be a future of death? What would it look like? Either dead or nothing, nothing makes me really more scared.

the real mother is weak and funny: "silly baby, when your mother dies, you will grow up. When your mother leaves you, you will become a parent, a husband and a mother, you will not be lonely and afraid..." But when my mother said this, her face was very sad, and her eyes were full of gray despair. She knows that her mother is afraid that she will die. Her baby hasn't grown up yet. She is alone in this world. She can't bear it. She will be sad, lonely and die

when my mother couldn't get up to bed, she really asked her, "Mom, how about you take me with you? Wherever you go... " The threat of death, the fear of death, has been shrouded in their mother and daughter. Now it's better to say that they are numb, to admit their lives. Death seems to have become less afraid, so pathetic

the thin, silky quilt covers the real face. Her eyes are closed, and her warm tears can't flow out. The root of the teeth that are biting her lips is already stiff and sore, and her heart is pumping. "My mother, you left the real one, and would not like to go with you. You will never come back, but what do you do if you really miss you? What can I do? "

grief can only be left in her heart. She doesn't know if she can cry and mourn in Gu's house after she just went to her mother. But she knows that crying can make people upset. People who are upset will take people out of their anger. She doesn't want to be relieved, because it's usually very sad.

and my mother is always upset when she is alive. This is what my mother-in-law told her when she was young, so she doesn't cry. Even if she cries, she will bite her lips and never make my mother upset. To life, to others, she would smile, smile to protect herself and her mother, smile to attack those who hurt them, just like the beautiful scenery.

she didn't quite understand the beautiful scenery, but she knew that the person didn't like herself, and Liangchen had a good feeling for herself, so her actions and words subconsciously protected her, and she got Liangchen's pity with her deliberate subtle little fight, and inadvertently made the beautiful scenery eat turtle, which was absolutely unintentional. In order to survive, she did it instinctively.

at night, the autumn rain drizzled up, moistening the land and the people of the world.

on the second day, Mrs. Gu was making breakfast by the girls. She was still lying on the wooden couch and lost her eyes. There were only girls walking in the room, setting dishes and chopsticks. At this time, she suddenly said, "that girl can get up?" Fingers inadvertently move the beads between the wrists, it seems that the mouth does not say a similar Scripture.

Liangchen smiled and said, "I've been here for a long time. I've been waiting in the outer room for some time. I'm afraid I've come to please the old lady." Last night, I asked her quietly before I went to bed. I live in the main house as her. What details should I pay attention to in my life.

Zhenzhen hasn't officially entered the house yet. She didn't dare to say anything more. She only said that as a young generation, she would ask the old lady to say hello, but she didn't expect Zhenzhen to come here in the early morning. In the outer room, the girls came in and out again. She also took people's faces seriously. She sat quietly and obediently waiting for the old lady to get up.

"hum, those who should have come didn't come. Those who shouldn't have come are early." The old lady said in a cold voice. As soon as he heard this, his face calmed down. He didn't dare to smile again. The beautiful scenery turned to the outside house and decided that he was really flattering the bad boy.

the old lady opened her eyes, got up and sat down at the dining table. When she saw the delicacy of the table, there were all empty chairs and benches in front of the table, she was annoyed, but she could only vomit after herself.

as soon as Liangchen and Meijing look like this, they naturally understand the old lady's mind. The old man died early. In the first ten years, there were still children who were busy working, but the older they were, the older the children were. When they had their own business, they were busy and didn't care about her. Usually, apart from formal greetings, they would never see their children and grandchildren again. Now, in addition to these girls, she even has no one to talk to. How can she not feel lonely and cool in the evening?

"Alas That little girl is a rare one. I'd better call her in. " There is a sigh overflowing from my husband's population, which seems to be a lot older.

"yo Niang, you can get up earlier today. My daughter-in-law specially asked the girls to wake up earlier, but I didn't expect you to come later... " Accompanied by the strong female voice, a middle-aged woman in a purple brocade and flower embroidered blouse came into the room.

when the old lady heard her voice, she sank her eyes without accident, and said quietly, "come and sit down." The girls immediately pulled the chair, and the woman smiled brightly, and sat up with one buttock, "mother, or daughter-in-law loves you? You see that old second courtyard is so charming with a child. You can't even go to your house. Hum, I haven't seen her as a daughter-in-law. " That woman is to take the matter of children to her heart, knowing that she did not have to give birth, but also to take the child to make a lot of Mingtang, let her heart add block.