The Christmas night is filled with festive cheer and joyful laughter everywhere.

I walk alone on the streets, not wanting to be by myself. For years, I’ve been alone.

I crave warmth. If I can't find it with family, I seek it from strangers.

I visit shopping malls, amusement parks, and any place bustling with people.

I observe strangers and their warm smiles, even though those smiles aren’t directed at me.

I watch the twinkling lights of homes and imagine the happiness shared by families gathered around them.

I peer through the glass windows of restaurants, watching families huddled together, enjoying the warmth and laughter.

Suddenly, I feel a chill...