JAMAL

    I know it's wrong.

    No.. It is very wrong...

    This thing with Sarafina.....

    This thing that always makes me come back and just like oliver twist, asking for more.

    But yet I can't seem to stop. Every fucking time, I want to come back to her.

    I want to hear her voice.

    I want to see the way her lips pucker up together when she is confused.

    I want to stare at her and drown myself in the way the wind blows her hair, making it fly in different directions.

    It's crazy, yes I know... Especially when I'm cursed to no feelings..

    But one thing I've noticed is that...