When everyone leaves, I go outside with Josh. He's been quiet all morning; in fact, he hasn't spoken to me since Cyndi woke up in our bed this morning. I wonder if everything is okay. I mean...why wouldn't it? He got a great blow job from Cyndi and then fucked the hell out of her.

"Josh? Is everything okay?"

"I guess."

"You guess? What's wrong?"

"Jenny...we can't ever let that happen again. We just can't."

After sex regret?

Josh gives me a serious look. More serious than I have ever seen before. His eyes are wet, and I can tell he's emotionally distraught.

"Jenny...I swore I would never give you...