"What do you mean he rejected you as his mate? That is so funny," Gerrard laughed at my statement.

He joined me for a lunch break, which I initially didn't want, but he insisted on not letting me go anywhere alone. He seemed like my bodyguard now, after becoming my trainer.

"But that was in the past," I said.

He inquired about my past and whether I had ever felt loved before. I decided to share my story about Abel, even though I didn't really want to talk about him. It was time to move on and have hope that one day I will find that good guy that would...