I couldn't believe that Gerrard did that to me. He knew how traumatic that was for me. He brought all the pain back.

I wiped the tears from my eyes as I walked back to the old house.

I looked around and saw Alexa.

"Alexa..." I was like a child who cried in front of her. She put down the basket she was holding and hugged me. I wanted to say a word but my mouth couldn't move.

I just cried and cried until my eyes couldn't produce any tears. My heart was heavy. I just thought that Gerrard would be my healing person, but found out that he was...