As I run up the stairs my heart begins pounding hard against my chest, out of fear, out of surprise, out of mad heat, and the rest I could not just understand. But I know they are emotions feeling like they want to burst out of my chest. As I reach my door I immediately throw my weight on the door and let my tears pour.

I had a kiss this night from my court representative, the president’s son, it’s supposed to cheer me up a little, but it didn’t, it’s no joke, its real. I’m in the spotlight, and it is a bad thing for someone of my social...